Be at peace with your demons

Almost every human has mental health problems. But most are in denial with their ego that they do. These people will manipulate others so that their world still serves them and they don’t have to admit to anyone or themselves that they have a problem. Those that lie, trick, cheat, manipulate and impose themselves on…

Uncertain Futures

We are being led to believe that our futures are uncertain. That Trump and Farage and the likes are dragging us down into a dark and dangerous, disastrous new world.  This is fear propaganda. Brought to you courtesy of the #MSM and your #Ego. Your future will always feel uncertain if you face it with fear. Stop listening…

Pollyana Empath

I separate I’m thinning My mind is being sucked from my body My eyes stay on my face Fear fear, every little crack, everything I lack Stay sweet child, I beg you please stay What despicable inadequacies did I do To end up in the dark The crumbling The no way back Please, distant angels…

The Voice

I believe: My outer self is a humanoid, a reflection of a person. It gets anxiety over miniature stuff, you know, things that never become disastrous. Yet I crumble as a human because I begin to believe my ego-voice. Everyone hears The Voice. It’s what keeps us tied to this crule world walking pavements of…

The Flow

He imagined her eyes would look frozen like those of a fish, taken out of water and paralysed on the pavement as heavy footed limbs trampled across her, the eyes wide in life but the body limp in near-death, as her brain slowed to die and stopped her blood from moving warmly. Her blood would…

The Dangerous Divide

The divide is growing instead of closing. Judgements cloaked in superiority, drape a dark blanket of hate over our brothers, sisters, our world. Too many self-proclaimed enlightened ones are cloaking others with this blanket, in an attempt to cloak their own conflicted, burnt but forgotten fear. Can you love a terrorist? A pedophile? A murdering…

Scrape Out The Hate

Scrape this hate From the insides of my skull It sticks there, it spreads To hurt those you love Don’t let it seep This hate-diseased head   Vile ones of old and vile ones of new Come to me now Self hating words Made with the mouth That resides in my mind Scrape out this…

Snippets from my Self

Her words come to me in waves. They are not heard, they are felt, within my heart. Without love, life is just a mechanical clock ticking with no breath. We had lost the ability to feel. Human emotion, combined with the senses. We had lost them. To know love one must know hurt. To admire,…

Just Some Mind Spillage

A child once said… What’s really annoying is- It’s the words that don’t exist to describe it that makes it impossible to explain it. …and an adult agreed. All these multiple selves all these parallel lives, we must have an over soul overseeing them all. Our soul is fragmented, mutli dimensional projected into endless parallel…

Dimitri and the Ego Ballooons

    I once went to this place where everybody held a balloon on a string. Everybody. All their lives. And some of those balloons would inflate over time and everyone would inwardly gush – ‘Just look at my balloon, look how big it is’. So obsessed with their precious fucking balloons. A meeting with…