Transmute The Fear

A short story from the dark side… You would never suspect I was a taker of lives. I didn’t grow up wishing to be this. I didn’t dream about killing my first victim. Synchronicity brought us together and started the deathly slow-train of thought in my mind. Slowly, it snaked round my brain. She wanted…

Have you ever been to The Otherside?

Have you ever been to The Otherside? Where there is no light, there is no dark. Only balance of duality. Equilibrium of both. Be here and now. Free from judgements and light chasers. For those who know, that you cannot know the light without first knowing the dark. For those who sit, in between the…

Be at peace with your demons

Almost every human has mental health problems. But most are in denial with their ego that they do. These people will manipulate others so that their world still serves them and they don’t have to admit to anyone or themselves that they have a problem. Those that lie, trick, cheat, manipulate and impose themselves on…

The illusion of Chaos

​A car crash on the A9 is the perfect example of elegance. There is no chaos. Its all just a matter of perception. Carnage!! Scream the headlines.  Elegant order, whispers the Universe.  Looking at the world, it looks chaotic, but everything is in perfect elegance. Two souls perfectly aligning their vehicles to clip bumpers at just the right…

Pollyana Empath

I separate I’m thinning My mind is being sucked from my body My eyes stay on my face Fear fear, every little crack, everything I lack Stay sweet child, I beg you please stay What despicable inadequacies did I do To end up in the dark The crumbling The no way back Please, distant angels…

Empty Of Her

I should have protected her that night. My skin burns with white fire, brightest on the back of my neck, it sears. This ever present ever heightened new static state of being. Foggy but jaggy, the whole world now appears. I’m carrying in my throat the lumps of pain, regret and shame. Swimming through my…

Regret

Take me back. Things cannot be fixed. My world is black.

Save Me

I sit in the café waiting, waiting. I didn’t know he’d keep me waiting. Wasn’t that funny? Never thought he was the type. Seemed he was. Didn’t he know you can become addicted to people? I’m at the withdrawal stage now. I need my hit. The waitress asks again if I’m ready to order, I…

My Sin

But we like it when we’re spinning inside the old Devil’s grin. To hold our hurt pressed close to us It’s all mine, my satisfying sin.          

Heal Me

If you believe, I’ll believe. Do you believe I can heal myself? After the knife stab wound turns wet with blood, there is no return from here. But I hear it, although tiny, I hear his thought. I believe you can do it. Then I am pulled, my mind is pulled and stretched, so wide…